When hundreds & hundreds of people who you do not know, still say prayers every morning & evening and keep having faith & hope when you might have lost it a little bit…
When hundreds & hundreds of people that we do not all,
know sent cards, gifts & lovely surprises just to show their support and
love…
When you are able to see your husband smiling at you each
morning and say “Hello Honey”, and when family & friends come over often to
just do, “fun things”… And look at our Alpaca's...
In the previous blog post I told you all about being admitted to the hospital and doing my “Poopie Dance”. And I have been dancing ever since, because I wake up in the morning! The doctors gave me about two weeks to two months to live… Yes.. I know..
It is the eleventh of December now…!!!
For me that is one miracle every day. Not that it this is easy. Because you KNOW you could NOT wake up the next morning. But really that is not even the scariest part. Because I believe that (hopefully) somebody saved me a little spot up there in Heaven… so no reason to be scared about dying itself.
The more scary part is the how…
I am afraid that my family or Bastiaan will have bunches and bunches of trouble with me because I’m gonna go a little crazy on them, like talking like a crazy person, (Yeah I know, I already do that sometimes, haha) . But it worries me, to become somebody I do not know.
Or worse that they have to take care of me 24/7…
I am a very independent lady (yes, stubborn.. hehe), and I want to do things my way. It was sooooo hard to give up “control” of the farm because, for one I love it so much and for two, It was kinda my dream. Having had your dream and then having to give it up again is though… But I know it is in good hands with my family and Bastiaan.
And at least MY DREAM CAME TRUE…
How wonderful is that?!?
Last Year Emily Caldwell from Progressive Dairyman wrote
a story about me and my Family. She did a wonderful job of writing it up and
won an award! She also managed to get us to the number 1 spot on their most
read articles!!! If you click on the link below you can find the updated article and the original article!
I don’t know how many more posts I can write. I would love too, but I just don’t know. My eyesight is not doing so well, and my “thinking cap” seems to be lost some days. But I will promise you, if something happens I will make sure you get an update. Please check Facebook, The Four Leaf Clover Dairy website and of course here at my blog.
Maybe the doctors are “wrong” again and I’m still typing
away in a year from now! I love you all.
And miracles do happen, you know…
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